On the bright sides sales are good. I am pleased with that. So what do you suggest to overcome this state of depression. I miss my family..... I am going home again in 3 weeks and that will be real nice.
Have a great husband and a wonderful daughter but I know I am not nearly the person I can be to them. That hurts to know that you are not the best you can be and have no answers on how to fix the problem. I am hoping just getting away from the apartment starting tomorrow for daily walks tomorrow will ease the loss of not having a car. Who would have thought something as simple as having a car would add to the since of depression.
Self :
You just need to enjoy what you have at the moment. Once you pull away in the Uhaul in Feb you most likely never visit Bloomington again. There are some good memories to be made while you are here. You need to open your eyes and heart to the possibility of those.
Missing your family will not ever get less no matter where you live, so enjoy the visits to the fullest. 18 hours is a long way away from them and you know that is painful. but moving to Florida is something you have to do. You know deep down that, that is where you are the most grounded and content.
Remember moments like these will pass and tomorrow the sun will shine somewhere. Enjoy the now......
I hope the person that is able to write this, is the same person that is struggling and starts to take the inner advice that is screaming.
You are all special.............
Theresa, everything will be fine. You have a lot going on in that head of yours and you need to just take it one day at time. I know its hard and I know it can get you down in the dumps, but you HAVE to stay positive. Everything happens for a reason and Feb. will be here before you know it. Keep your head up and keep smiling. I am here whenever you need me. ;-) take care hun!
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